Tuesday, October 27, 2009 3:56 pm


Dear Grandma, here's a letter from ya Grandstar/u told God I deserve another chance huh?/it seems logical to me....cuz a week before my rosary beads popped in the V/Yea...I know you still watching over Chris/I noticed this, every Morn I shoulder kiss/my left shoulder; miss ya leftovers/I try to drown the pain, deep breaths sober/used to place blessing oil on my 4head/Godly woman, had me praying before bed...Yea...I miss them days/I tear up & reminisce some days I'm a man wit mine/Came out my mouth, u lifting up ya hand/a lot of memories right there on Linden & the Van/sink baths spray water shower me down/running from to room to room Bo followed me around/uh...German Sheppard...his bark; ill never 4get it...his bite; I never tested it/ya voice keep me straight instead of swerving reckless/I can't explain it all; here's ya deserving effort...I Said....
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[[Hook]]
Since you been gone......
I know....I've changed......
Since you been gone......
Ya soul.....remains......

I got it now I've learned my lesson....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea
Was listening; I heard ya message....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea
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Monday, November 16, 2009 3:29 pm

Wattup Scotty? Its been a few years now/& since then I've lost a few more peers wow/I light up multiple Ls & pour drinks 4 u/turn up the volume on Bone Thugs & think a u/You'd be glad to hear they all got back together/as far as Goodfellas I'm wishing we was back together/Jays on his way home I got his back forever/take it back to them days when we leaned & touched backs together/Figgs still in NC holding shit down/Martin's living good Jorge got 2 son's now/as for that Free Scotty tee (I still got it)/as for ya favorite MC; (I still got it)/I know ya Trueys is all Bluey politicking while giving a tatt to Tookie nigga usually ya voice keep me straight wen I'm swerving reckless/I can't explain it all but here's ya deserving effort...I Said....
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[[Hook]]
Since you been gone......
I know....I've changed......
Since you been gone......
Ya soul.....remains......

I got it now I've learned my lesson....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea
Was listening; I heard ya message....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 3:21 pm

This for Dave's moms...for Doe's popz...
They stayed calm....I was so shocked/cuz Mingo had his own lingo...prolly up at God's house putting up the shingles/BINGO!...I could hear Paps talking...I swear late at night I still hear Paps walking/& that's the bottom line/they might be all outta SIGHT but never outta MIND...I just press rewind/ya see I take my time with the songs I write/Man...I wish Hannah had stayed home that night/.......I know Sierra think about her/wish the drunk driver was satisfied with saliva/Wonder what made em go in that store waving a gun?/What if Raylin stayed in & was raisin his son?/I don't complain when the rain fall/Sun rays the next day help with pain yall......
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[[Hook]]
Since you been gone......
I know....I've changed......
Since you been gone......
Ya soul.....remains......

I got it now I've learned my lesson....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea
Was listening; I heard ya message....uh
So here goes ya deserving effort....yea